Good Chemistry

[The day before my Chemistry Final]
I had a wonderful dream, I feel so good today, still getting ready for the final and the future. :)

[The day of my Chemistry Final]
I feel like I did well on my test. I haven't done many of my normal activities this past week, so that I could study and it paid off allot today on the test.

So many positive things have been happening lately. Often in the past I felt overwhelmed with my busyness and unsure about my finances. Lately, I have been able to focus better by being more organized. Specifically I threw out old paperwork and took care of old problems. My goal is to reduce all my paperwork to one drawer of my file cabinet by the the end of the year (ambitious). Just like my cluttered objects needed homes to go, my cluttered activities need time slots. I always want to do more than I can, so I made scheduled so busy I couldn't keep up with them. I'm still struggling with that, but at least I'm starting to be more realistic. Prioritizing lets me know what gets chopped when I don't have time for everything; it also helps me feel more control and less overwhelmed. I wrote down my priories. It made me feel good. 

The most important thing in my life other then health and family is getting into medical school. I'll have to make time to keep my grades up volunteer and do research. I will have to study more and retake the MCAT also.

As far as work goes, I think it is time to bite the bullet and get a second job since my tattoo apprenticeship is going well (but slow) and my Private Massage Practice is growing but not enough to pay the bills. I am glad to be alive everyday,  everything is interesting even though I haven't lived up to my expected scheduled for even one week yet. I'll get there. I cleaned my room of what I don't need, that was a major accomplishment for me. I started donating my unused items the first Tuesday of every month to the Goodwill. It is crazy how much stuff builds up in only a month!  I expected to have nothing more after I cleaned my room, but an online clothes order was too big, there were shoes I knew I wouldn't wear, there was stuff from the hall ex.

Today I woke up very happy and very rested, sinfully had a cup of coffee, took my Chemistry final and did well (I think). Tonight I am going to a party, tomorrow good things are waiting for me.

I feel really accomplished, happy and relieved today.