In times of resting, I find myself unhappy not to be productive.
This year is full of mixed luck for me so far. My only valuable material possession (my motorcycle) got stolen, then I was surprised to be reimbursed by my insurance and find another inexpensive motorcycle. A week after getting the new bike, I laid the bike down avoiding a car, but luckily a bi-standard was a great mechanic and fixed my bike in less then 24 hours. Even though it has been kind of a roller coaster ride, there is no way to overlook how much worse things could have gone and fail to be grateful for the good luck I've had this year.
Since my hands were injured, I realized how much I do with them. In a few days I will have healed completely. Allot of change for me, new hands, a new vehicle. Hopefully soon a new job and a new home.
Hopefully this break in my life, lets me go in the right direction. I want to be honest with myself as far as what I have energy to do. Physics prerequisites and the BA are going very well. I hope to find the effort to resume studying for the MCAT.
The way the year started, I feel like I can expect good things, but should be extra careful and prepared.
I feel really grateful for my loved ones today; the more I need help, the more they look out for me without being asked.
